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how can i cope, how can i deal
with all these wounds that cannot heal?
they say move on, to just be strong,
but i have found that is quite wrong.
memories passing through my mind,
some thoughtful, some not so kind,
grief, pain, fear and devistation,
tears and struggles, evaluations.
why can't i just get through all this
and find the happiness i've missed
so much through these recent years,
when i've known nothing but tears.
tell me how i can get through,
and a place i can run to.
a place that's safe, a place secure,
a place where, inside, it is for sure
that all of this will go away,
all the emotions kept at bay.
just show me that special place,
so i can rest from this damn race.
- ©landa 2002
Wednesday, Sept. 11, 2002 - 6:44 am