rage/fears
things slowly build,
one long cresendo.
you feel it build up,
search for a way
to just release,
to let it all out.
you're getting tense,
you want it to stop,
to just go away
but there's no way...
so it festers
and builds
and it pounds
on the walls...
and escapes,
one short deminish.
things get broken,
tears are shed,
you feel it fade,
try to be
anything
but the monster
that just left you.
then, yet again,
it all comes back.
you let it build
for far too long,
and then explode.
the same thing
always happens.
there's no way
for you to release.
there's no way
for you to let go.
there's no way
but to explode...
-landa ©2002
Thursday, Oct. 03, 2002 - 6:03 pm