lost free spirit
a wild spirit, forever free,
never to be tamed.
that is how i started out,
never to be hurt or broken.
the strongest chains couldn't hold me,
i'd fight my way out,
however one day, that all changed.

my wild and free spirited heart
was shackled up that day.
i tried to fight, but couldn't win,
they found a way to break me.
my days of freedon became numbered,
if any even remained.

i longed to run, to fly, to soar,
and watced the stars with yearning eyes.
once again, i tried to break free,
and almost did, but i felt
my heart fall down from my chest,
into the pit of my stomach.

i looked back to see you there,
they'd made you take my place.
i looked ahead, then into your eyes,
and started to turn back.
you were released as i was taken
back into the state i hated.

i gave up all of my old ways
to keep you free and happy.
would you have done the same for me..?

Friday, Nov. 29, 2002 - 11:35 am

Heart Shaped Box

Last Five
to know you - Sunday, May 01, 2005
..? - Sunday, Apr. 03, 2005
something's gotta give. - Wednesday, Jul. 28, 2004
taken away - Thursday, Feb. 05, 2004
what is love? - Tuesday, Jan. 13, 2004

Buddies
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Playlist
+ wind's nocturne from lunar: the silver star story
+ heart shaped box // evanescence
+ valentine // martina mcbride
+ don't stop dancing // creed
+ screaming infidelities // dashboard confessional
+ you were mine // dixie chicks
+ slow down // ben jelen
+ dare you to move // switchfoot
+ fukai mori // do as infinity
+ breathe no more // evanescence
+ gravity of love // enigma
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landa; eighteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
Loves
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

Hates
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.