he's not worth it.
death is too good for this boy
who doesn't deserve the life he has,
everything handed to him so easily,
obtaining a girlfriend who somehow cares
for this wretch i couldn't care less about.
her eyes are blind to what he does to
the people she (supposedly) cares about most.
she doesn't see the tears he made,
or pick up the pieces of the broken heart
belonging to our friend, our sister.
he made my sister cry tonight, again.
this is the final time that will happen, for
i believe i'll share my piece.

it seems as though he's the one who
has torn this group of friends apart.
two fawned over him, he undoubtedly knew and
manipulated it for all its worth.
he throws around words of hate without
probable reason to relase them.
he doesn't try for group peace, only
tears us down, for his amusement.
many times, she's crossed the line, all
respect from me lost long ago.
i knew that he would find a way to
bring on more pain, as soon as we thought
the hate had somewhat subsided.

maybe tonight will open his eyes to
what he's done to all of us.
he made my sister cry again tonight...
the thought of him bears one word: disgust.

Monday, Dec. 08, 2003 - 10:45 pm

Heart Shaped Box

Last Five
the storm - Friday, Jun. 10, 2005
to know you - Sunday, May 01, 2005
..? - Sunday, Apr. 03, 2005
something's gotta give. - Wednesday, Jul. 28, 2004
taken away - Thursday, Feb. 05, 2004

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Playlist
+ wind's nocturne from lunar: the silver star story
+ heart shaped box // evanescence
+ valentine // martina mcbride
+ don't stop dancing // creed
+ screaming infidelities // dashboard confessional
+ you were mine // dixie chicks
+ slow down // ben jelen
+ dare you to move // switchfoot
+ fukai mori // do as infinity
+ breathe no more // evanescence
+ gravity of love // enigma
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landa; eighteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
Loves
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

Hates
boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.