i wish for you
i sit here staring at the blank screen,
wondering if you're sleeping,
wondering if you're already awake,
wondering if you'll think of me,
and knowing the answer.
i wish...
for just one kiss,
for one embrace,
for one moment of your time,
for you to reach for me...
..as i've reached for you all these nights.
and then i realize...
you don't deserve me.
you don't deserve all that i would put you through.
you don't deserve the things i would expect.
you don't deserve the stress from my life.
you don't deserve to have to deal with me.
of course, none of this matters...
since we don't know each other yet.
Friday, Nov. 25, 2005 - 6:00 am