thusly untitled.
"i want to be drunk from you,"
she whispers into the night where her love once stood, beside her.
she watched her walk away, hoping all the time that she
would just turn around and run back to her arms,
knowing that she has run to the arms of another...
that she's been there for quite some time, and that
it's been merely shadows of memories she's been conversing with
these past months.

"why did you leave me,"
she thinks to herself, remembering every single time
they danced together, hand in hand, body in body, touch in touch,
drinking each other in as though they would never again
look upon the other's face, towards those lips,
into those eyes, revealing worlds to each other time and time again.
just a miniscule part of the enigma that is plaguing her thoughts,
her heart, her very being,
down to her very core.

left with the hangover of a life long past,
she resigns to her fate, sealed long before,
and sets off walking alone, toward the dawn,
hoping for a new day and a new chance,
and another way back in to love.

Wednesday, Apr. 04, 2007 - 12:36 am

Heart Shaped Box

Last Five
thusly untitled. - Wednesday, Apr. 04, 2007
i wish for you - Friday, Nov. 25, 2005
untitled - Monday, Sept. 26, 2005
addiction - Monday, Aug. 22, 2005
the storm - Friday, Jun. 10, 2005

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Playlist
+ wind's nocturne from lunar: the silver star story
+ heart shaped box // evanescence
+ valentine // martina mcbride
+ don't stop dancing // creed
+ screaming infidelities // dashboard confessional
+ you were mine // dixie chicks
+ slow down // ben jelen
+ dare you to move // switchfoot
+ fukai mori // do as infinity
+ breathe no more // evanescence
+ gravity of love // enigma
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landa; eighteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
Loves
elsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.

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boys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.