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i close my eyes
it's like you're there,
then open them,
and meet reality.
can one live a life
with eyes wide shut?
just to stay
with one they love?
i just might try,
i love the feeling
i get when you're
leaning on my arm.
but i know
that it's not real
that it's something i
have yet to feel...
but how i wish
you were right here,
or i was there
so we could just,
just be...
- ©landa 2002
Tuesday, Aug. 06, 2002 - 7:02 pm
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Girl landa; eighteen; lesbian; kansas city; kansas; live with my daddy; baby named sango; kid named storm; crochity old lady kiddy; generally here hanging out or somewhere else with elsbe; love music; college freshman; undecided major.
Loveselsbe; evanescence; inuyasha; rachel; cauterize; dashboard; daddy; sango; kiddy; music in general; gamecube; online games; block breaker on the cell; ashley; kristen; sai; mika; sheryl crow; katie holmes; women of substance; gravitation; what few friends i have; slight thunderstorms; cool rain on my skin in the summer; the feeling of falling in love.
Hatesboys who will never be men; men who will never be boys; homophobia; closed-mindedness; the feeling of falling away from love; seeing someone walk away; reaching for air; losing what little friends i have; fighting with someone; feeling like a mooch; severe thunderstorms; losing touch; feeling alone; living alone; always being wrong; crying.